Things to come

I am looking forward to the future. Sometimes, I just get a little excited inside because I know that the future is bright. Even if 10 years from now I sit here doing the same things, I know I am right where I need to be. Mothering, keeping house, teaching childbirth education, attending births are very fulfilling things to be doing.
The monotany of the house work and teaching lead me to boredom at times. Mothering is always an adventure and attending births are always exciting and new. My life is good! I love my life! I do however think often about the things I would like to add to my life. Writing is one of them, crafting is another, gardening and learning about new and healthy ways to live. I just lack the "umph" to get it started. Maybe there are not enough hours in the day. Maybe I expect perfection and in that I just give up because I can't always give my 100% attention to projects as I would like. Either way, I know that in me lies the desire to make my life richer and more enjoyable for me. For my authentic self. For my spirit. I desire to live "richer". Not monetarily although that would help too, but to live deeper, presently and authentically. So, with that I want to start a few projects and I will keep up with them on my blog. I know, I know I get back to blogging and blog once and a year later come back and am ashamed that I haven't kept up with it. I am going to give it my best shot this time. I promise!